there will be no white flag above my door

geeks, freaks, and bugger eating morons.
except one. i get so mad at him when he hurts my feelings.
i sure as hell don't know what i want.

I am a dancer.

I just realized - while watching Men II Boyz sing their remake of "Same Old Song" I realized while watching them jperforme onstage that I spent from the age of 5 until the age of 21 on stage. I was a dancer. I took lessons, I performed, I acted and sang and danced in plays and beauty contests. Even a little modeling. I know I know you can't tell now, but I used to be really skinny! lol.
I haven't been on a stage in so very long. Not that I need or want to be I just know that in one of my many miserable lives I am sure I was a performer. I would have been like Cher maybe. I have been desperately aching for years to take country dance lessons, and belly dancing lessons, and now my girlfriends and I are talking about pole dancing lessons...

enough is enough and I have had enough

and I am going to pay for it this time. pay money. cash. every month. match.com, whatever the hell is out there. I just want a nice person to spend time with once in while. most of the time i just do the free sign up and am not ever impressed with the pictures of men available. or the description. love the outdoors, camping and fishing are my life. they all say the same thing. but i think i need to give them an opportunity. they might be pretty nice after all and can make me smile and feel good. i am pretty sure God didn't intend for me to get old totally and completely alone.
ok. maybe next payday. I always say that...

Happy New Year Dress

Did these pics show up??
these are the shoes I wore
shiny black glitter strappy sandles

this is the top I wore all silvery and glittery

I danced all night!!